Bye Bye Work

so in 2 weeks we will move to a new house in a new city, hopefully for good. i never imagined that i would be moving out from this city. its sad and heartbroken. this city, my home town, my first love. too many precious memories <3 but i'm glad that i will be leaving this city with lovely memories and with a very good reason. speaking about moving, its just not about a new home, but also a new school for Nica and of course a new job for me. leaving school a not an easy thing for Nica as she's really enjoying her days at school with her friends. but for me, leaving my job is easy. its like, finally, this job is over. 

for this past 15 months i've worked as a teacher for the young learners and i'm happy about that. the job is easy, the office is 5 minutes away from home, my coworkers are fine, its just i want more and i deserve more. i'm a designer. i'm trained well to become a hard working and ambitious person. i prepared for competition where people can see you or not see you based on your work. and working as a teacher here is carried me away from what i am. we have routines and that's all you need to do. if you do it based on the procedure, it means you're good, if you don't, it means you're not that good. and no matter how perfect you followed the procedure, you will never be more than good. you're just good. and good is not enough for me.

my job as a teacher sees me with one eye closed. and i dont think deserve that. i need a company who will sees me with both eyes opened. judge me from what i capable of. i need motivation and here... in my office, there is no motivation, only routines and procedure.

so here i am, staring at the job vacancy website hopping that i will find something that can see me differently. wish me luck.

love,

R